Friday, 10 July 2009

Blog of a Thousand Days

Believe it or not, this is my 1,000th blog. It will be my last on this site (for more, you can always visit http://mywatford.net/).

Most regular readers (?!) will know that my wife Jackie is the hero of this marathon blogging effort. She has put up with more from me than you will ever know and I love her dearly. Today, we are on leave together, having driven her parents to Sidmouth in Devon where we enjoyed an evening with Jackie’s family.

Some people have said kind things about my own blogging efforts, and for these comments I am very grateful. But the effort has proved trying to me – and particularly in these last weeks when there has been so little of real joy to write about.

Since I began writing this blog, much has changed. I lost my father early in my blogging days. More recently, I have lost my beloved Chair of trustees, my Honorary Vice President, and Aged Ken, my decrepit cat of indeterminate years. And I’ve had other private disappointments to endure.

But I have also married, my son has graduated with a pleasingly meaningless degree, I have owned and re-homed two lovely chickens, and I have spent many happy hours reading or gardening or walking or foraging in hedgerows and charity shops.

Most importantly, Watford CVS has evolved and thrived, and occasionally also had to endure disappointments. Recently we have lost two valued and respected members of staff. But overall we have had a really positive impact on Watford and on Hertfordshire: the voluntary transport service, the Disability Forum, the Volunteer Centre, our Funding Advice, the Chief Officers’ Information Network, our Charity Trustee conference and network, the Herts BME Advocacy Service, mywatford.net, our QA framework, the Watford LIVE! festival, our networking lunches, the Community Arts Network, our research, the Hertfordshire Infrastructure Consortium, our training programmes, the Community Development Network ... These and more are all things we can look on with pride and satisfaction and say “we made a difference”.

Of course, it’s hard to do this without sounding pompous and smug, so perhaps it is best to look to the future when we will relocate - possibly to the Holywell Community Centre, launch our Good Neighbours Time Bank and the Watford Compact, define a new baseline for measuring local fundraising activity, and hopefully see a new Community Assembly for Watford.

I hope you'll be part of this story too.

Thank you for reading.

Thursday, 9 July 2009

Today I attended a memorial service for Geoff Harris, one of Watford CVS’s honorary Vice Presidents. I knew Geoff well, but did not know that he had such an illustrious and interesting war record, or that he had played quite such a key role in the development of the Boys’ Brigades. I simply knew him as a Good Man who devoted his life to his community. And there was a good turnout from the local community coming to honour Geoff’s life.

Like Pam Handley, Geoff Harris has now left us. But there will be more people in the wings waiting to take up the baton on behalf of their neighbours and their communities.

Wednesday, 8 July 2009

Today was another one of those days when there were just Too Many Meetings. In fact, at 10:00 this morning, I could have attended any one of three meetings that had somehow worked their way into my calendar.

I worked further on funding applications, and attended a funding meeting in Stevenage.

I issued invites for a memorial event for Pam Handley to be held on 28 July. And I sent papers out for our 16 July trustees meeting knowing that this will be a sombre affair without Pam.

Tuesday, 7 July 2009

I spent this morning at a meeting of Hertfordshire Forward’s Community Cohesion Strategy Group. I find these meetings quite difficult as there is such a clash of culture between the voluntary and statutory approach to these things. It is easy to caricature, but my voluntary sector instincts urge me to consult and engage from Day One and build consensus from the ground up. The statutory sector approach (to my jaundiced eye?) is much more hierarchical, focuses on outcomes above processes, creates artificial deadlines, and engages no-one outside the room.

Of course everyone involved has good motives and is doing their best and it is only a first stage in the process, but nevertheless there are some big differences here and I don’t feel comfortable with things.

In the afternoon, I work on a funding bid to the EHRC seeking a development worker to try and make progress building the capacity of Hertfordshire’s BME and Faith organisations.

Monday, 6 July 2009

Everything changes

Today, I heard that our worst fears have come to pass: my Chair of Trustees Pam Handley died on Saturday after a mercifully brief battle against cancer. For some weeks I have feared this was coming, but it is still a big blow. It is a big blow for Watford and Hertfordshire where Pam has been such a force for positive change. It is a big blow for Watford CVS where Pam has provided such leadership. It is also a big blow to me, as Pam has been such a source of wisdom and knowledge and support. I will miss her terribly.

After communicating the news, I got straight back to work and most importantly I had a potentially explosive situation to deal with over related to a particular volunteer here. Everything was eventually resolved as well as it could be, but this was a dangerous situation.

Sunday, 5 July 2009

Jackie and I spent another productive and peaceful day in the garden.

Saturday, 4 July 2009

There is always so much to do in the garden, and it is a welcome distraction from the pressures at work right now.

Friday, 3 July 2009

Another welcome day working at home to catch up on correspondence – and think through some key strategic issues re: volunteering, marketing etc given the changes here at WCVS.

Thursday, 2 July 2009

Today’s key meeting was with WBC’s Lesley Palumbo to discuss WCVS’s possible move to the Holywell Community Centre – and the numerous matters arising.

Wednesday, 1 July 2009

Most of today I worked installing PCs and software etc and meeting with Angelo on mywatford.net. I also had some interesting discussions about our Time Banking initiative here in Watford. And I met with Dr Saleh to discuss the needs of the Watford Arabic School.

Tuesday, 30 June 2009

Today I finally submitted a draft of my proposals for spending some Performance Reward Grant monies on building a Community Assembly for Watford. If approved, and if everyone works together, and if we make a good appointment, the proposal could put Watford at the forefront of work on empowerment, engagement and cohesion. We shall see ...

Monday, 29 June 2009

Working to support community organisations can create some interesting conundrums. For example, how do you advise a voluntary group that believes God exempts them from tax and PAYE regulations? Answers on a postcard please ...

In the afternoon I met with Jeanette Harley of Three Rivers CVS to discuss future partnership working – with a particular focus on volunteering.

Sunday, 28 June 2009

Jackie and I enjoyed another blissfully quiet day of rest and recuperation.

Saturday, 27 June 2009

After all the changes of the past week, Jackie and I had a family day – rain and hail in Welwyn, followed by Australians (distant relatives) at my Mum’s in Letchworth.

Friday, 26 June 2009

I was grateful to spend a relatively quiet day at home catching up on correspondence.

Thursday, 25 June 2009

Today I attended another leaving bash – this time for Sarah Pinnock who is leaving Watford Borough Council after twelve years working with local community groups. Like Helen yesterday, Sarah takes with her so much knowledge and goodwill and she will not be easy to replace.

Wednesday, 24 June 2009

I took morning coffee with Claire Clark (the new equalities officer at Herts PCTs) and then met in Watford with people from THITA – a community-based translation and interpreting service. We spent some time talking through their options – the world is changing and this is precisely the sort of local group that is losing out in a world of escalating regulation and ever-increasing demands for documentation and quality assurance.

After work, we all went next door to Brodega for Helen Price’s leaving bash. She has been our Volunteer Centre Co-ordinator for around five years but as with community translation, the world is moving on and funding just can’t be found. She brought some great skills to the role and has earned much affection.

In the evening, I met with Marv Renshaw for a review of the Watford LIVE! festival.

Tuesday, 23 June 2009

I started today in Stevenage meeting Maggie Woods to discuss our BME Advocacy Service, then I met with Anne Boyd (our Funding Advisor) to prepare our WBC funding return, then debriefed Hema (our BME advocate) on my earlier meeting, then met with accountancy firm "the Fisher Organisation", then met with Angelo Gibertoni about mywatford.net and then with Joe Capon about the local Community Sports Partnership. All in all, another day packed with enough meetings to make my head spin. I feel like I've pushed things forward, made some progress, held the centre ... but in truth it is sometimes very hard to tell.

Monday, 22 June 2009

I spent today in Thetford at a meeting of the Regional Empowerment Partnership. It was good to talk through where this is heading and get a better idea of the project’s constraints and expectations.

You’re not interested but ...

My recent reading has included “Rebel Pity” by South African biologist, communist, humanist and anti-apartheid campaigner Eddie Roux. “Sir Gregor MacGregor and the Land that Never Was” is David Sinclair’s biography of a Nineteenth Century adventurer and swindler. “Murder in the Marais” by Cara Black contrasts extreme right-wing Paris politics in the 1990s with the Nazi occupation of the 1940s. David Baddiel’s “Whatever Love Means” was disappointing (what did I expect?). Gary Dexter’s “Why Not Catch 21?” likewise.

But then I found “Carry On London”, Ritchie Calder’s contemporary account of how London faced up to the Blitz in 1941. This was really extraordinary: detailing how community-based organisation solved many of the problems faced in the bomb shelters and refugee camps, and including some uncompromising criticisms of local government failings and central government bureaucracy. That this was published in 1941 speaks volumes about the strength of Britain’s commitment to freedom at any price. What a contrast to the erosion of freedom today! This period could teach us so much about building community resilience and cohesion and defending freedom. Will key decision-makers be interested? Of course not - they have long since lost their faith in People and their interest in Freedom.

“Zoo Quest to Guiana” is David Attenborough’s 1956 account of his journey to South America to collect exhibits for London Zoo. So much has changed!

Sunday, 21 June 2009

I tidies up teh ehdge at teh front of our house: what fun!

Saturday, 20 June 2009

After a gentle day, Jackie and I visited Watford Palace Theatre for a performance of “Dominoes Falling” as the climax of the Watford LIVE festival. I thoroughly enjoyed the plot’s twists and turns and ambiguities and it was a fitting end to a fortnight of community arts in Watford.

The entire fortnight was held planned, whipped into shape, and held together at the seams by Marv Renshaw. Well played, Marv.

Friday, 19 June 2009

I had hoped to spend today at Putteridge Bury learning about Community Resource Centres. But the meeting was cancelled meaning that I could catch up on a few office issues.

Most worryingly, our IT network is beginning to fray around the edges. The network was originally designed for around ten users, but we now have thirty, plus web services, and the pressures are beginning to show: servers are full, RAM is labouring under the strain and our internet upload speeds are way too slow. The next step will depend on our relocation; meanwhile, all we can do is nurse things along as best we can.

Through Volunteering Herts and then Volunteering England (or possibly BCTV – no-one seems sure) we have some sort of agreement with the Department for Work and Pensions to provide volunteering advice as a way for people to return to the workforce. Consequently, people are visiting us claiming staff at the local Job Centre have told them they will lose their benefits if they don’t attend our volunteering workshops. Today we asked the Job Centre to make sure their advisors understand that the process is entirely voluntary (hence the name: “volunteering”).

In the afternoon, I met with some of our volunteers to explain about the WCVS’s redundancy situation. Several volunteers seemed ready to man the barricades in defence of workers’ solidarity. It was a curious meeting.

Back home, Jackie and I enjoyed a fine evening of television devoted to the genius of Leonard Cohen.

Thursday, 18 June 2009

I started today with a meeting at the Herts Community Foundation to discuss plans to re-launch the Herts Infrastructure Consortium as a general alliance of Herts voluntary groups. I made it back to the office for a few meetings with individual members of staff. In the evening I went to The Muse at Watford Grammar School for Boys for a concert by Watford’s One Voice Community Choir together with the CAN Music Academy. This was well-attended and a good performances as part of the Watford LIVE festival.

Mayor Dorothy Thornhill was in the audience and at the end of the concert, she was invited to “say a few words”. She spoke only for a few minutes, but as a skilled and accomplished public speaker she was able to perfectly summ up the performances and ensure that everyone felt good about having attended the event. It was all so natural and effortless. It is easy to be cynical of course, but these small (and free to the public purse) “interventions” from elected representatives can play a significant part in building a sense of community.

Wednesday, 17 June 2009

Michael Martin, the Speaker of the House of Commons is finally standing down. How is the odious toad treated for defending corruption, opposing accountability and dragging British democracy into the gutter? He keeps his full pension and party leaders queue up to pay their tributes to him. No wonder public confidence in politics is so low.

And in Northern Ireland, sustained violence against Romanian migrants has forced 100 to leave their homes. How can this happen in a supposedly civilised country? I fear the answer is that this can happen anywhere and (as we saw in the House of Commons today) our supposed civilisation is more rotten than it has been for a generation.

At the office, I wrote a report on our possible Holywell relocation, held further discussions about the future of our work on volunteering, and talked with Althea McLean OBE (my vice Chair of trustees) about our concerns for our chair Pam Handley.

Tuesday, 16 June 2009

Today was a more-frantic-than-usual blur of meetings. I began at a meeting on the future of the Herts BME Partnership, and then one on the future of Domestic Violence work in west Herts, then a meeting on Holywell and grant programmes with the soon-to-move-on Sarah Pinnock of WBC, and ending in the evening meeting with the Watford Indian Association.

In today’s news I notice a new volunteering initiative as British Airways ask their staff to work for a month without pay: I wonder how many “volunteers” they will get.

Monday, 15 June 2009

I spent today at the Holywell Community Centre making myself available to talk to anyone with questions or concerns about Watford CVS’s proposed relocation there. I met a couple of the groups who use of the Centre and spoke with Harry Bhamrah of Herts LINks.

Each building has its own feeling and each day has its own rhythm and I got to experience something of what these are like at the Holywell Community Centre.

Back at home I enjoyed Blithe Spirit on the television. In Iran, it is inspiring to see the courage of the demonstrators and their passion for democracy – but I fear it will take more and longer to bring genuine freedom to Iran.